Spanner in the works
The past few weeks have started taking a toll on me and i havnt been my usual positive self, after yet another set back last week & discovering another major health issue i am just so exhausted from it all. I have realised i am Not coping at the moment with my health, i just cannot help but feel pissed off with the world & ripped off. I have been talking to a lot of people over the past week including my Dr who have suggested i need Grief counselling as i am most probably grieving a "Normal" Life lost. Apparently its quite common for people like myself & so many others have said it helped so much... I am just so annoyed i cant do everything "Normal" people would be able to do at my age. I can't run ! Jeepers i am not allowed to even go on a walk, walking was always my way of relieving stress & now that has been taken away from me as well. So whats left is me and my ever expanding thighs feeling pissed off. I just dont no what the