Families R USS

As i sit here this Tuesday 17Th May and have some time to reflect on the past months events i feel it is time to get some thoughts and feelings off my busy mind and also have them somewhere so i can look back on this time at a later date. Pregnancy number two has taken a turn for the worse over the last few weeks starting off in Roxby Downs with me loosing some of my Animonic Fluid and being rushed off to hospital. The hardest part with living in a remote area was the moment they turned and said "well theres nothing we can do until Monday when we have a Dr here that can do an ultrasound to find out if baby is still alive after you loosing this fluid" and that "we understand this will be a very stressful couple of days while you wait and you will be filled with anxiety so you will probably be more comfortable at home around family"....... Honestly what sort of practise is that!!! To put a pregnant mother through that and trust me those 2days were so long so so long.

Things are going along in such a rapid pace i feel i am going to get to the end of this pregnancy and not get enough time to be able to look back and reflect on what it was like and how i was feeling at the time. I am 23.5 Weeks and although it does seem to be taking a long time, being the second pregnancy and now having a toddler i quite often find myself forgetting i am even pregnant. But in saying that this little Ladybug is such an active baby, so much more so than Aaliyah was. Aaliyah was quite active as well but not like this. I constantly am feeling kicks and wiggles and wriggles and if i have my arm resting across my stomach i quite often get a good kick in my arm to remind me that "hey I'm a little ladybug growing in here get your arm off me " Last night for example Hayden held his hand to my tummy and she was kicking away flat out. He was just gobsmacked at how much he could feel and how fast she was kicking and wriggling around. Aaliyah was the total opposite