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Photo of the week, Roxby Hotshots

Stressed !!!!!!!

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Its day 5 of 2weeks being stuck at home inside as my face heals. I am to avoid sunlight all together . This is one of the hardest times in my life at the moment and i struggle to find the energy to look for positives in this. I have been to the specialist and have been Diagnosed (id rather not elaborate on what.) But at this point in time my face is so so much worse. If you could imagine how sensitive skin is on your face and right now mine is like one blister. I really hope i have been diagnosed correctly and this does actually heal. The Specialist did say it will get much much worse before it starts to get better with the medication. I worry when the blister which covers the majority of my face heals it may leave scarring and i will require laser surgery.That doesn't worry me so much as the pain I'm in now surely is worse. I am not allowed in the sun I am not allowed to use my beloved teeth whitener I'm not allowed to use my toothpaste with whitener in I'm

isolation

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Today and for the past week this small town is starting to get to me. Theres only so much doing nothing someone can take! Its school holidays so that doesn't help as nothing, literally nothing is on during school holidays. I feel like whipping off for the day like i used to be able to do. Just whipping off shopping for hours on end would be great, wondering around a mall, Traveling to one of the outlet stores, Or popping over to Redcliffe for the day. Taking Aaliyah to the park, Feeding the ducks, Going for a swim in a heated pool,Taking Aaliyah for a ride at the mall, Going out for lunch and getting Sushi ....The list goes on. There is not a lot you can do here !!!! I feel like i am trapped sometimes and get quite Claustrophobic at the thought how far in the middle of nowhere we are. I mean a Desert 6hrs from Civilisation.. Saturday night we had a bonfire and a chap there Ryan has now told us that all the lil holes in the Desert everywhere out back of our house is Scorpion holes

Skindeep

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When i fell pregnant with Aaliyah my face started to come out in a red rash. I wasn't to worried about it to start with as it didn't hurt to much and wasn't itchy or anything.I guess i looked at it in the view "oh well I'm pregnant bigger things to think about and it will go away once baby arrives". I assumed it was probably down to the fact my body was lacking in nutrients and this was its way of telling me so to speak. But once Aaliyah arrived and after a month or so of the rash not passing i started to become a little worried as also the rash was starting to spread. I went to the Dr and the Dr thought it looked liked Roscea so prescribed me some cream. I used the cream thinking "oh great ok now i no what it is yah lets get rid of it". The cream didn't work and my face reacted badly and swelled and the rash spread it was also extremely sore. Back to Dr yet again and over the course of 12months since then they have tried me on different Antibiot

Fulfilment

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Fulfilment

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Who would have known that becoming a mother was my biggest accomplishment so far and to give me the biggest fulfilment in life. I cherish the time i spend with our daughter Aaliyah. Coming from someone who hasn't had any experience what so ever with children,with never having really had an interest with kiddies and never been one to babysit or anything like that i truly didn't realize how much joy they bring into your life. I have always been a happy go lucky type of person, One that's always happy and easily excitable and sometimes a l il over the top ..Best part is now i have someone who just loves the more silly and over the top i be... You no - "Being a full-time mother is one of the highest salaried jobs in my field, Since the payment is pure love xx" From the moment my baby arrived my whole world changed and no matter how many people tell you a million different things from the moment you become pregnant , Nothing and i mean nothing can fully prepare